I really don't believe in that but, I thought that's just something I'd want to immortalize in my blog.
Well, this post is actually more about the title. '
I've got a lot of things going around in my head for a few days now..
What I wanna do, what I wanna accomplish, who I wanna be..
I want to be a Freelance Make Up Artist, heed the word freelance. Free.
I wanna be a model. Print, Runway, Fashion.
I wanna be a well known Wardrobe Stylist.
I wanna be a Fashion Photographer. Or just a photographer, anyway.
I wanna paint again.
I wanna write again.
I wanna record an album of all my songs.
I wanna sew new clothes.
I wanna try things out.
I want to be the best.
But then, I realize, do I really want all of these things?
Maybe I do, but knowing myself, I will never have the patience to do all of it. I have a very short term memory span, especially when I feel like I'm not doing any good.
I guess that's just the way I am. I guess I really am the little princess, expecting everyone to wait on me.
But you know what? I know I can overcome this.
I know I will do amazing things with my life.
As I welcome 2013 into my life, I also welcome new possibilities. New opportunities. New reasons to fight. To overcome. To set the world on fire.
I can do it, because I have people who love me. I have people who believe in me. I have people who trust in me. I have people who will me when I fall, no matter how many times, no matter how hard.
I say goodbye to 2012, maybe a little too early, but I am ready for the new year.
I say goodbye, but I will never forget.
After all, 2012 was one of my greatest years. It will be one of those years that I will tell my children and grandchildren and great grandchildren stories about.
It's the year I left the most transforming years of my life, the year I entered the world of college. The year I met the boy who puts the stars in my eyes.
2012 is my sweetest year.
2012 will forever be in my heart.
It may not be the best, but I know I will have better years.
With him by my side, together we will conquer the world hand in hand.
Behind a good man is a great woman, and behind a great woman is a gentleman, ready to catch her when she falls. That man is GOD.
God Bless and Happy Holidays everyone. :)
Hugs, Nessa :*